Sometimes people forget why Christ came. The pharisees accused him of associating with sinners, and even the evangelists never mentioned that Mary Magdalen may have been beneath the cross, standing there. He said he came for sinners, and we can see that today.
Don’t let that deter you. St. John, who stood beneath that cross, said Christ is the God of love, and love covers a lot of ground. It even includes you. So cheer up, and live in the kingdom which begins now!